Once In A Lifetime

Shooting my wife, N215 (my M16 rifle) for the first time, I was nervous and yet anxious. As I pull the trigger, the recoil sent me back by a few inches and the sound cause by the explosion creates a ring in my ears. Smoke fumes out of the dust cover and it irritates my eyes. I regain my posture and check my target. It went down. I have achieve my aim.

Haha. Im sad though. If I didnt missed my last 3 shots during night firing, I will be blogging as a proud marksman. And If I didnt miss 2 shots during the day, I will be blogging as a coy best shot. Im so disappointed with myself.

Here I am on a Sat night, at home. Not usual for me. As each Sat wld be Syazaa Day. We wld go out and do watever we want. But not this wk. My 'father-in-law' gg to Mecca. So Syazaa and her family has to sent him off. But Im ok with it. I'll never compete for her attention if its concerns her family. I always believe that one shld ALWAYS put their family first. No matter how bad they are.

Life in NS? Getting better socially but worst physically. Im creating more and more friends by the wk. And is becoming infamously known as 'makcik' with a teenage bf. Haha. Topics to talk during NS are mostly abt gay, sex and sargents. We wld act gay. Tok at gay sex. Complain abt the commanders. And we curse alot. 'Nabe' being the fav word used in my section. Haha. The training however getting harder by the day. Now each time we see a commander we need to do push ups. On average we do abt 200-300 a day. So yea. Im slowly losing weight. Haha. But with my botak head. I realize Im not getting much attention frm the girls as I use to. Hahahahaha.
Having field camp next next wk. So this coming wk wld be alot of field camp learning and a 6km route march plus a few ST and AGR. Hate ST. Looking forward to gernade throwing!

I miss Syazaa each day. But dunno if she feels the same way. Im nvr gg to take her for granted and will always cherish each sec I spent with her. Seeing my frens losing their gf is starting to frighten me. Last wk it was my section mate. This wk is my dear bekal mate. Im sadden by their lost. I hope they can pass thru this time.

TO ALL GF OUT THERE! IF YOU NEED TO BREAK UP WITH YOUR BF, PLS DUN DUN DUN DUN DUN DO IT ON 2 OCCASIONS : 1)DURING THEIR BIRTHDAY
2)DURING THEIR BMT PHASE.
ITS THE ONLI TIME THEY WILL NEED YOU THE MOST. IF YOU DO THIS, YOU ARE COLD HEARTED, INCONSIDERATE AND THE MOST SELFISH PERSON IN THE WORLD.

K. Dats all the time and advice I have for you ladies out der. Gtg slp now. My eyes are half close. Gd nite. Tc.


Love you b.