When Your Ard

Jus read an email frm my sec sch buddy, Mr BigDaddyCool, Adam who Ive not seen in ages.. Anyway the email was abt things we (babies born in the 80s) had which may not exist these days.. Things like learning to brush our teeth 10 times on each side, paying 30 cents for a glass of orange or rose syrup, BNPS use to have this chicken rice with a special chicken, Ive yet to find a stall selling the same chicken, boys (me) catching spiders (bu, kang and hantu) and having eraser war (I always lose man).. Hmm..

It made me realize how much life has change for me.. Frm thinking that I wld nvr want to be married to having a gf during sec 1 and lasting till now.. And thinking that $2 was a super huge sum of money to having $800/month and still not statisfied.. Hmm..

I shld have really cherish those days.. It was simple and alot less problems to think abt.. No thinking bout girls, clothes, electronic gadgets and studies were nvr something to think abt.. It was all abt the games and the cartoons.. Yeah! TMNT and Double Dragon and Spiderman.. My fav cartoons even till I was in Sec3.. Haha.. Hate to admit it.. But I use to watch Teletubies, Blues Clues and Bear In the Big Blue Hse too..

Rite now Ive nothing to lk forward to.. Hell to my As results and NS.. Work has became something to pass the time.. Syazaa is somehow too bz to spent time with me.. Most of my frens shld be working.. So Im pretty bored and afraid nowadays.. Afraid I wld go back to my secret gf in Sec1.. Shes been coming up alot in my mind lately.. Trying really hard to flush her out.. Hmm.. Give me strength god..