Its In Our Nature

Well its in mine.. An overwhelming urge to please everyone.. I dunno.. Hmm.. Even when I know Im digging my own grave by doing it.. Even if I die bleeding.. Even mutilate myself.. Even tearing the love I held so tightly.. Haiz

Road Run was ok.. But its not the same without Baby.. I remember each yr wen I reach Bedok Reservoir I wld check if shes there and try to catch her eye so that I can smile at her and whisper gd luck to her.. She normally has this competing spirit that I adore.. Haiz.. But this yr I got none of them.. What greeted me was embrassement and confusion..

Made a mistake by starting with Bekal Boys duringthe start of the race.. Shld have join the competing side.. Haiz.. But I got 52th position.. Out of the whole sch.. Ok la.. Expected to get below 50.. But its all too late now.. 1st for my class, 4th for hockey and 2nd for bekal boys.. Haha.. Im no more in govt sch by the end of this yr so this wld be the last yr I ever compete in a mass run.. Haha.. Gonna miss it? Nah..

Goood news is that my House won 1st for boys and 3rd for overall!! Yeah.. Go yellow!! Of all the yrs of becoming hse captain this is the only yr that I really seem interested.. Be sure to have great things in store for sports day.. Yellow hse will be champion..!

Yeah.. Here comes the shity part.. Theres this Siglap girl.. No offence ah.. But the Bekal boys always make fun of her.. Haha.. Shes the minah2 type.. So not my type.. I like the sporty2 type you know.. Kay.. She suddenly pull me aside frm my homeys and said that she wanted to take a picture of me.. Just me.. Not with her.. Thats the weirdest thing that have ever happen to me.. So i called Hadi along.. I didnt pose..! I just stand there and look abit confused.. Haha.. After that she said thanks and said it was for a fren and went off.. Didnt heard frm her since.. Hmm..

Then, me, being honest and all.. Haha.. Told Syazaa abt it.. She blew her top of.. Syazaa can get jealous easily.. Dun blame her.. I always give her problems.. But Ive always been loyal.. I check out girls occasionally but overall Ive been loyal.. Nvr 2 time her.. Nvr called any other girl other than her.. But I dunno.. Mayb she still have not trust me fully.. Its ok.. Trust takes time.. Hmm..

Meet her later after her job.. Ohh yahh.. Baby have a job now.. Like office girl.. Happy coz she now have something to do rather den just wasting her time at home.. Sad coz I no longer can meet her every single day!! I can only meet her 2 times a wk.. Thats really bad.. We nvr been like this before.. Hope we can survive.. So I manage to pujuk her after explaining everything to her.. But I know Im gg to live with this for like a month or two.. Haiz.. See how a picture can affect my life..

So now my frens are constantly teasing me at sch.. Writing "Asri Love Siglap" on tables like Pri Sch kids.. Sometimes guys juts wont grow up.. But its ok.. As long as I know Im loyal I get thru this.. Just hope Siglap girl wont confront me again and ask for my number.. Gonna have a hard time turning her down den.. Haiz..

Ohh yeah! My life sucks! Btw think I screw up my chem pract just now.. So yeah.. Life sucks!

All the best to Syazaa and other "o" levels students tmw on getting their results..

I'll be outside waiting for you darling.. Love you. Ends.